第37节 (第2/2页)

 ”whydiddidhesay”

    ”nothing.”

    ”hing”heyelled,crashingbothfistsoable.hehadcaughther.

    ”nothingonlyclive.”

    thenaonherlipsopenedhell.hesufferedhideouslyandbeforeheuldstophielfhadspokenplainedofherndunottospeaktoherther,justasifsheaddenedhi

    ”butdurhaellhididntansaytheresnooneidrather”

    ”go.

    hidingherface,adallapsed.

    ”ishallnottellhiishallneverseedurhagaintotell.youvethesatisfaofbreakingupthatfriendship.”

    shesobbed,”idontndthatyouveal,butneverada.hesa:hehadnotevensuuttering”itsnotfault,”helefther.

    arefiuree.experantal,andhebehavedasanthatnaturehadcaughtupthisdroppedstitordertontite.reason.noreacheryandadaasitscause,auediheabysswherehehadwanderedasaboy.

    afterthisexplosionhiscareerforthe

    usualtraintotooheoldnner;hereadtheoldpapersanddisforyears.heongthoseetherehadbeentenlikehielftesheeaihedreatendefytheworld.

    yes:theheartofhisagoorealizethis,beingsloortifiightpass,andhavingdopass.butthelonelinessreined.heindrea.hekneilinginhissgenuihisti,”totorturehionofthefaaboutit,nonearer.alsoolddreaoftheothersort,thattriedtodisiehidaysfollonsesilenan,andasheoingitstruesthatwasallhedidorhadeverdone.

    ”lifesadapoorshoed,crulingupthedailytelegraph.

    theotheroarriagebegantolaugh.

    ”idjuoutofthee.”

    havingspoken,hebegantoesuicide.therewas

    nothingtodeterhihehadnoinitialfearofdeath,andnosenseofainddisgrastahenotceasehebegantopareeans,andselfbutforanuedevent.thiseventind.

    anclive,buttheyaleetjustyet.”hegraspedthesituationnoexceptbe;ithadbeenthuseversihefirstillness,andontheselinesheauricedidn

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